Friday, January 4, 2019


Today's "My Utmost For His Highest" by Oswald Chambers is one I particularly love because this WAS the message that the Lord Himself gave to me in a meeting where Ii was once again wondering WHEN I would begin to minister the way He was showing me that I would! 

Why Cannot I Follow Thee Now?

Peter said unto Him, Lord, why cannot I follow Thee now? — John 13:37

There are times when you cannot understand why you cannot do what you want to do. When God brings the blank space, see that you do not fill it in, but wait. The blank space may come in order to teach you what sanctification means, or it may come after sanctification to teach you what service means. Never run before God’s guidance. If there is the slightest doubt, then He is not guiding. Whenever there is doubt — don’t.

In the beginning you may see clearly what God’s will is — the severance of a friendship, the breaking off of a business relationship, something you feel distinctly before God is His will for you to do, never do it on the impulse of that feeling. If you do, you will end in making difficulties that will take years of time to put right. Wait for God’s time to bring it round and He will do it without any heartbreak or disappointment. When it is a question of the providential will of God, wait for God to move.

Peter did not wait on God, he forecast in his mind where the test would come, and the test came where he did not expect it. “I will lay down my life for Thy sake.” Peter’s declaration was honest but ignorant. “Jesus answered him…The cock shall not crow, till thou hast denied Me thrice.” This was said with a deeper knowledge of Peter than Peter had of himself. He could not follow Jesus because he did not know himself, of what he was capable. Natural devotion may be all very well to attract us to Jesus, to make us feel His fascination, but it will never make us disciples. Natural devotion will always deny Jesus somewhere or other.

God's message to ME at the time I referred to above, was that I was meant to walk WITH Him! NOT ahead of Him OR behind Him! Simply walk out every day the instructions for THAT day, and HE would show me the 'things to come' at the proper time! HIS timing is rarely early, but NEVER late! AMEN! Here is Hillsong with "Seasons":

Shalom in Him!