I really like this from Jerry Savelle's devotional today!
Believe to See God’s Goodness
I would have lost heart, unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. (Psalm 27:13 NKJV).
David penned these words at a time when he was trusting in the Lord, even though it appeared that nothing was happening. David believed God would come through, despite the fact that the external circumstances appeared as if he’d been forgotten.
Moses believed in the goodness of God when he asked the Lord, “‘Please, show me Your glory.’ Then [the Lord] said, ‘I will make all My goodness pass before you, and I will proclaim the name of the Lord before you. I will be gracious, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion’” (Exodus 33:18-19 NKJV).
You cannot see the goodness of God unless you believe He is a good God. You will not see His gracious acts, His compassion, or His glory unless you believe that He is gracious and merciful. Jesus said, “Did I not say to you that if you would believe you would see the glory of God?” (John 11:40 NKJV).
If you doubt that God is good and that He is going to manifest His goodness in your life, you will lose heart and quit. If you lose heart and doubt that God is good and faithful to you, you will move into unbelief and close the door on what He wants to give you.
If you need to build your faith in the goodness of God, find scripture verses that you can meditate on such as “For the Lord God is a sun and shield; the Lord will give grace and glory; no good thing will He withhold from those who walk uprightly” (Psalm 84:11 NKJV) or “You have given him his heart’s desire, and have not withheld the request of his lips. For you meet him with blessings and goodness” (Psalm 21:2-3 NKJV).
God is good and God is faithful. God is gracious and merciful. God is moved with compassion towards you. Believe it. Receive it by faith and you will see the glory and goodness of God in your life.
Confession: I believe God is a good God who is full of grace, compassion, and mercy. And I believe I will see His goodness poured out in my life—for all the days of my life.
It is such a frustrating thing to try and minister healing to someone who believes that God may have made them sick to teach them something! He will gladly teach us in every opportunity that we give His, but He does NOT make us sick to do so! He has no sickness to put on us! He IS LIFE and there is no darkness, or sickness, in Him or around Him! Refuse to believe the unbelief that is put forth as 'teaching' and check out the Word of God for yourself! When you do, you will find out that Jesus NEVER once said that it was NOT His will to heal! Refuse to believe anything that is not in the Word of God, no matter WHO is teaching it or telling it! Our God is unchangeable (Malachi 3:6; Hebrews 13:8)! It WAS His will to heal then (when Jesus was on the earth) and it is STILL His will to heal now! AMEN! Here is Hillsong Young and Free with "Back To Life":Shalom in Him!